#57 | Materialism as a means to an end with H.P. Shovekraft

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00:00:13Welcome back to another episode of the 101 podcast on your whole swan. 00:00:47Hiwan. 00:00:49Today, we're probably going to talk about some shit. So welcome to the first. First time ever, going to call you by your by your government name, or you want me to call you by something else. I don't ever go by my government name fucking government. So HP shove crafts. 00:01:08What's up, dude? Not much, man. How you doing stuff? Drink some fucking coffee. Yeah, I was going to say h piece of crap from The Strange Brew podcast, but not really tired. You know what I mean? It's like, do you have a potty? Come here. Going to start getting everybody together for the schedule. Day is like the same problem. I have with getting a consistent D&D match together as it's like, oh, everybody commits and then just walks off. So, yeah, that's the thing about Dungeons & Dragons, bad that it's hard enough. That's why I wanted to start my own podcast, and do my own type of thing versus would like a co-host. And if I have to, the reason I like having other people on, cuz I can do solo episode, but that's the reason I like having people on so that you can bounce ideas off each other. You know what I mean? It's over. It just makes the conversate in embellishes, the conversation a little bit versus a one-sided monologue. 00:02:08Nothing, you know what I mean? More people and you have multiple people talking. Just I don't know if it's like the total differences in the boys or what have you. But I at least for me, like, I'd much rather listen to something, where there are multiple people talking than one person rambling on the exception being like, I'm not going to listen to like Dan Carlin or mythical monsters, or anything like that. Those are great and it's only one person but they're great before we get deeper into. You want to share your social media with people or a twitch stream. I mean, I'm always, you know, goofing on that. That's twitch.tv. Invader underscore Daggett to g-suit. He's social media HP Lovecraft on Instagram. That's about it right now, for a positive mental health, in West, fucking social media. So, 00:02:55Yeah. Yeah, I need to follow me on social media at the Horn podcast on Tik Tok Instagram, YouTube show some love on there. And then I was his check out strange ones to show that I do with with Tom Thompson from The Strange Brew podcast. All the links will be in the description. You can also take your car down with us on fight pool websites, fight pulled that I owe, and I think everybody should have some sort of exposure to cryptocurrency. Because, listen, this is all the simulation. It's all being run by the same people, and we're just playing thin in the sea of Wales. And I think if you can just ride any sort of wave that you can fuck it. Why not right, you know, getting to the fucking stream. Yeah, man, I did an episode or I told you with Mandy Lopez and she brought up this. This idea that's been bugging me as if they. I'm, like, she said, are we? 00:03:52We are the reptilians. We are the negative energies that there's always the the yin and yang, right? You have the good and the evil and when the one that comes to go, cuz as of lately, there's been a lot of animosity. And I don't know if you've noticed time is different. Like, literally time itself is. I feel like time has been 00:04:20Off lady slower, or I don't know if it's like this Darkness, you know what I mean? Like the energies off. I don't know if you felt it. So like if you get elaborate a little further on that and what regard do you mean? Things been different? Obviously, yes, one hundred percent but time is is little more than subjective as far as we're concerned. I mean, like anyone has ever done hallucinogens or psychedelics of any sort can tell you that that, you know, in your head a fucking 5 minutes can feel like 5 days given the right set of circumstances. So I mean, to say the time is is feels different. Absolutely. Cuz if you think about it, we've been in and out of lock downs and shit for what two years now going on. 00:05:03So course you can feel different. Yeah it is. And that's that's what they've been doing from the start and it's like I will let you get back to normal like there is no going back to normal from this like this is what it is now and you know compliance allows it to become that way. I'm not so I'm not at all devaluing anything cuz I mean, I know you and Tom have a slightly more hard core beliefs on the subject and I do but you know, I don't know dude. It's like what I had brought up yesterday. Yeah, that you were like going to the print. I personally think it would be different if you're going to save that ramp for today, but I mean, I don't know. I'm so fucking tired of talking about the stupid ass virus in the back seat and shit. And it's just like 00:05:48It is all-consuming at this point. It's you know, it shouldn't be cuz I feel like it goes deeper than just having me some tin foil hat on, right? And that's what I've been trying to like thinking about lately and trying to figure out what is the final objective. Because, yeah, it's money. And I brought up the, the point of wall, if they want money. 00:06:12When you're, when you know, you're in a video game when you play Grand Theft Auto on you and you unlock the cheat code to get a bunch of money. 00:06:20That's all it is. You just create more money, right? And you know, you're in a video game. So you're going to have a good time in that casino while you're in the video game, regardless of what the fuck happens to people around exactly. The point is knowing that you're in some virtual reality, which 100%, I feel. 00:06:43I listen to a lot of manly P hall in when I say a long talk about a lot, every send me links to the lectures and what have you do to win that guy talks? 00:06:56I pooped, and it sounds fucked up, but it's like he's possessed by something when he talked because home boy would sit down in his little thrown by his little chair. 00:07:08And he would talk for hours on end with no notes. No stuttering. No, nothing just straight-up, just talk. Like, if you, if you was able to tap into some sort of of broadcast and it sounds like the strands like state that he's in and everything is talkin about, I I just finished one up the dimensions Beyond Death, right, where he talks about the archons and talks about the he, he refers to them as the governor's is another name for the archons. 00:07:48Tai Chi. That's a, that's a Pulaski. They write the Secret Chiefs in Crowley. What's the duck's name? Aleister Crowley change my mind about him because I can't I can't get behind it, bro. What's your, what's your, what's your main beef with the limited law, simply is no fucking kid stuff in Crowley ship. So, all of that is, is Christian propaganda for lack of a better term. The child support thing. You know, what is in a sexual magic working ritual and fluids from male and female genitalia. It's a mixture of male and female fluids, because that is the life fluid that is a child. That is a creative fluid to make it. That's what they used. 00:08:42Supposedly obviously room for error, not part of the Abbey of thelema. I've never been there. I don't know, but that's the way that I had heard. It explained by many thelemite and whether or not they're foolish it and protecting, you know that the estate of Crowley's is one thing. But that can be said for anyting, you know, all I know. Is that like 00:09:02It is crazy. How 00:09:05Things that have been being talked about for 40 plus years. If not longer seem to have a way of just coming out and popping up. Now with the with situations like that, where it's like I had a fucken example, it's totally spaced it. 00:09:22Call. 00:09:25Have you been have you looked into the the ritual workings of a drama island? Have you heard that. Yeah, I would never do that to you root for it. I believe. So, something along those lines. Each section of the ritual, take something like six months to complete and that's the one that supposed to put you in touch with your guardian. Angel. I believe that's the one that Crowley I had allegedly fucked up in Crowley. Can't do it with all this money and shit. I'm not going to fucking try it. Well, I just find it so weird that he was doing that ritual and he bought the house on Loch Ness. And what are the chances that there is a Loch Ness Monster. 00:10:04Oh, man. I love my Cryptids. I hope you know what I mean. It just happens to be to buy a house facing a certain way at a certain degree at a certain time of the day, the sun to shine through XYZ and then he fucks it up, doesn't finish it and it was around like the forties right that he had that he was, he was working on it or when was, when was Roswell 48, right? Yeah, but so, the Abram Allen ritual and all that stuff? We could probably died. I want to say like in 45 or in like 50 to 8. He was not around very long. He was doing most of the stuff that he was doing somewhere around World War II. What I'm what I'm getting at is at that time was like a weird time and in the world like a very heavy theory that Crowley open the portals that allowed to graze through. If you looked at the, the the picture of Iowa's or lamb, it looks like a grave. Oh, yeah. Yeah. That's the big-headed aliens. 00:11:04Yeah, what do you mean looking guy that supposedly The Entity that he was in contact with? 00:11:10That's a wild, right? But what are your thoughts on that? Because I was I listening to I think it was unable to accept this esoteric guy on YouTube where he talks about demons. And and and there's a lot of Dogma behind demons and end these entities because we can't deny the fact that they give people Powers, right? But it's about what you want to give up to be able to work with XYZ. And that's a big thing behind you call. I don't, I don't fuck with it personally, but I know of people who have and it hasn't ended well for them, right? I how, I, how I mentioned to you earlier. When a conversation that we're having. I've met people to where they've told me, like, hey, don't look into that, or be careful because I've literally reach out to people who 00:12:03Awesome. Sounds right and the day off themselves because of what and it's always by hanging. You know what I mean? It's always by hanging. It's sending a message. I hate, they killed themselves and, and you see it in Hollywood all the time at all. These guys, what hanging themselves didn't, the guy from from Linkin Park as well. Hang himself to, he hung himself a Robin Williams. Hang himself a name. 00:12:35Bourdain hung himself and it's all got to do with a gun. 00:12:39There's something dark and Sinister going on. And that's why I don't like Crowley because I feel that he contributed to that. Because just as you know, what the gnostics with the Knights Templar, with the bubble Mills with the cathars. I feel like there's always One Bad Apple spoils the rest. So within that organization, you might have separate sex of organizations that break off a branch off of that naturally. And some of those people will corrupt the ideas and just like the Gnostic, there's so many different sects of gnostics. They all had their separate beliefs and eventually they were all in dilated by the by the Catholic church for reasons that I feel that they were on to something. They were onto the same idea of being able to achieve some sort of divinity. Through gnosis, through sacred knowledge, how you got that sacred knowledge. That's, that's, that's the tricky. Part is all these rituals. 00:13:39The gnostics had that they don't know of how they worked and it all had to do with like language in and vowels, had a lot to do with it to just as the Kabbalah where the secret letters that created the universe that I brought up earlier episode where the Aztecs they literally Drew, like they had a model of the universe. These people were so in touch. 00:14:05If anybody was in touch with aliens, maybe it wasn't the Egyptians. Maybe it's South America, and South America. There's a lot of places down there where 00:14:15Dude, I had a buddy of mine, Luke Wilson on the park, as he talked about how they wouldn't let certain people. I think it was by Puma punku or something, somewhere over there, where they have all these gateways in these doors, that lead to nowhere. And there are certain pyramids. Were there like how you can't go in there? The locals, why not? Will the ascended masters are sleeping in there? 00:14:39Wait, what the fuck? Did you just say to me? There are they dead? They're just they're in their there. They're sleeping at what the fuck are they sleeping or sleeping? Or are they like Cthulhu sleeping not dead, but dreaming. 00:14:53That's exactly what, that's what we get into like the there's a lot of, a lot of ancient stories that we are. For example, in Hindu cosmology. We are the dream of what's the guys at Krishna or want one of those. Then, what have you? But we're we're one of their dreams, right? The Aboriginal people as well. They talked about the Dreamtime about how we're in this. Can I send you that video? Like these NPCs are glitching hard. Weird shit like that that you see like going about your day, sir is on the fucking cops. Do that shit was just weird as hell. We were going to go fine. Go ahead. 00:15:42I bet that's on par with the the dude that Rick got away from the cops by yelling. Yahweh at the top of his lungs. And he started late on YouTube. That shit man. There was some dude that was like, getting arrested by the cops and he just started like just screaming, Yahweh and then let got up and ran off on here. Yeah, Tim ilysm. Is it? 00:16:08It can be argued that it really only affects us on the level that were predisposed to it affecting us. Because if you start yelling that shit around random people that have no idea what the fuck this stuff is. Probably not going to affect him that way. But now we're tipping into like Carl Jung territory where it's like, is it just Collective unconscious? Is it just deeply embedded symbols in us that mean something to us when we know what they are, you know, like how to do it. And Magic is supposed to only work if you believe in it and what have you? And I think it was certain extent. That's very true whether or not it could influence you in other ways by chance hidden symbols. And what have you like many conspiracy theorist, like the like the say, where it's like all the the fucking Google Mail logo with Masonic apron or fucking the Google Chrome logo is, do you know who died of Horace. So the Google mail icon in a little white envelope with the red Freemason apron next to it. 00:16:59Licking the aprons that they wear in ceremony. 00:17:01Yeah. 00:17:03I mean, you can you can make a connection. Yeah, but how much of that is his Matrix and how much of that is our brains doing what human brain is doing. Look for patterns, and inputs in there. And as I know is Robert, Anton Wilson said what the finger things to prove her will prove. So if you go looking for something, it's the same thing that I was being told of the kid words. I can. You go looking for God, you'll find it. 00:17:25What it is. Probably do. You make mushrooms 5 trigrams in silent are fast enough mushrooms. You'll meet got two pillars. Got to do. It was at the what to do while that you don't have. I haven't actually had any Freemasons on the show that I know of at least two closet Freemasons. I probably. Yeah, maybe maybe I probably should get a Freemason on to talk about it because there's so many different again. Different sects of masonry wall, these believe this, either believes this, and this and Matt 00:18:02In the end, you know, they say that the G is God. And I like that. What was that? It was that the guy from the Satanic, the Satan, the luciferian. You said Anton, Anton LaVey said that if you look for God, you'll find out or whatever. That was just something that I was told, was allegedly a staunch atheist. That's the whole principle of laveyan Satanism. If there is no God, it's just, it's a hedonistic group for people to be. No meeting share like-minded. Me no fellowship with one another. For lack of a better word. I was reading them or Christian. It's a fucking book club for hedonist, which I'm fine with your not hurting anybody. I don't give a fuck, do whatever you want, man. I'm give a shit. But like, but then again, you got perverted with the book that I've read. 00:18:51And I'm reading it again for the second time in audio book, the the, the astral plane its inhabitants and the scenery and they talk about in that where the reason that they target charges because their Aura is different, right? We always talk about how everyone has an aura on an energetic fields around them. And after before certain age, we know that indoctrination sets and the reason I think target them for the original, call him and all that other bullshit is because they're under, who was the prince that just died recently. Was it Harry or one of the like 90 something years old. It wasn't Andrew wasn't, I am still fucking kicking that pedal asshole. Hundred percent of reptile. You can't either, there is nothing. You can tell me that these people are lizards. There's there is nothing that you can tell me in the well going to change my fucking mind. They are. 00:19:51And look how far do look, how far that dude went. How do you think they kept up? You eat? All the weird that they do behind closed doors and all the course. I was telling my fiance on all the, the, the dollar bills and and all the currency that the symbolism that's in it at the Capitol. What is it? What is a? What is a monolith have to do with, with my government? You know what I mean? What is the height of the Washington Monument? What does that have to do with with, you know what? I mean? The Eye of Horus behind the Dollar Bill Withers have to do with anything. And then, all this weird symbolism that they use, 00:20:38The little hidden owl, open the dollar bill corner and proved seen that one. You know, what I tried to recreate is that the famous Unsolved Mysteries, picture of the other dollar bill folded up to look like a gray on the back and I I fuck with like lighting and contrast and all that shit and it's 00:20:55If you can make it, but it takes some alterations to do like, it's it's, it's definitely a close image, but it's not as it makes it look like, I like light tricks, you got to do with it. But I mean, you can make almost anything look like anything with the proper editing. So, 00:21:12I mean, I don't see exactly was very clearly and anyone that, you know, Dives any deeper than surface-level history, which was founded by Freemasons and thugs, for lack of a better term people that just basically told the British government, fucking suck my dick. You can come over here and get the money. I'm not giving you a dime bitch and let you know, as much as I like drug dealers and fucking Gun Runners and like America was founded by badasses. What can I say? It's invaluable. But what's going on right? Now, it blows my mind, that that the reason that we are this country, the reason not to let you know that the American flag is what it is. Because in 1776 day. They said that be said, fuck you and we're not doing it anymore. And then the rest is history. Don't want to become a nation of over pacified, you know warmonger is for lack of a better term. 00:22:09Did exactly what I said. Howard told us not to do and then you you mix in all of the Bucking brainwashing in the mk-ultra shit and you know, just just the desensitization and the brainwashing of the masses through media in general. Just one TV came about like you no longer had to get your public opinion or your, you know, information from a group of people that lived in a community. We're not communities anymore. Now, we're now just people that go online and barely pay attention to people that walk past them on the streets. So, 00:22:39It is that, is that the next step in human evolution and human consciousness of the unified world. I mean, you could make the argument than in one way that like 00:22:50That would be the natural progression of any civilized society that hopes to become a spacefaring, your group is that you you're going to have to unite in some way shape or form globally in order to make that a reality because everybody has to stop fighting over resources and all that other bullshit and just kind of focus on one task. 00:23:10But that atrocity. That's that's the main question that I have most of time where it's like, what if say the Illuminati is real say it's it's doing what it's doing. What if it is quote-unquote for the greater good, is it better to let Humanity devolve into a back in the tribalist, you know, destroying each other for resources every 5 seconds, or is it better to like take a sample and be like, no, we're going to grow out of our adolescence weather be through Force, you know, or through Freedom. It's it's I don't know, man. It's kind of confusing part of it. 00:23:47But how chaotic would that be having some sort of unification? You know, you know what, I'm trying to get out of having like everybody being unified how chaotic that would be like, living in some perfect world. Hello neighbor. Hi, how we seeing the dystopian? Movies and books, right? You know it, you know what? I mean, like like some the shit that happens before fall out and the games where everybody's like, oh, yes, welcome. His father knows best bullshit. That was, you know, that that's a myth of an era like cuz that's how d'you remember. That's what he was supposed to be in the 50s would have your honey. How you doing? I'm back from the job, sweetie. I didn't mean everything's fine. That's not fucking reality of the situation. It's not how the decade was. 00:24:33It was a dark decade was in his like right after World War II. 00:24:42Nnn people were coming back from War by killing themselves because a lot of a lot of these bets, they kill themselves that the dark, you know, because that you got shoved to the side, you you serve your country, you do all this shit and then that's what I never understood how you can willingly go do that and they just chew you up and spit you out and you see all these bats with. I feel mental mental health is just as important as physical health and I think I will. Yeah, we've demonized having some sort of mental issue because every but when your stomach hurts or your arm hurt, so you get sick. When you do you go to the doctor, but if you're feeling 00:25:25Mentally unstable, for whatever reason. It's a going out shit you you know, you got to your fucked you got you got Dementia or schizophrenia or something like that with your fucked, right? And I feel like that's the wrong way to go about it. I've never personally, really, I mean, I know people who have battled with mental issues, but I mean, I think we've all been there, right? Everybody gets a little bit for whatever reason sadness with a cause is not depression, depression to sadness with. No,. It's like like clinically. That's what it is that you're just when you wake up and your brains like a fuck, this it is and everything else to be going right around you and everything can be, you know, smooth. And then you just you're not okay. I mean, I do a mental health mental illness is something that I'm I'm far more familiar with and I've ever wanted to be. It runs deeply in my family and there's 00:26:23Many stores. I can get a new but I'm not going to, but 00:26:27The thing is that we don't understand. Why can't you talk to most doctors whenever we don't really understand the way that the brain works and understand what causes these things? And I think there's something to be said for the way that we live and for some people are just, you're not able to be fulfilled. Working a job for somebody else, just to pay your bills and get by on the days that you want you. There's some people that some people called me lazy cuz when I call you don't you don't want to go to work, you know, cuz 95 blah, blah, blah. So but those people would probably be extremely happy if they had just a little piece of land for their own that they could raise, you know, their food be self-sufficient. I think a lot of those people don't want to be Reliant upon. I got to go to the grocery store and I got to do that, don't do that. It's like but at the same time there's a reason that we grew out of that. 00:27:14And it's it's can you can you blame it exclusively on the Industrial Revolution? 00:27:20Partially not exclusively. No, but 00:27:25There's so much about human kind, that is just baffling to me. Joe. And I think that it's often manipulated and used against us by people that hold power. 00:27:37And you know, I mean what why wouldn't they they don't want to lose the power didn't want to lose the group that they have on on civilization. They want to increase that if anything because they don't view themselves as it ain't there. Those are the people that are in the super high level secret societies that are attempting to reach this God had by any means necessary and it's so you know that unfortunately causes atrocities of all kind is not always going to look like, you know, work will set you free. It's not always going to look like 1940s, Germany. It's not going to look like Cambodian. She like that. It's going to sometimes look like the extreme brainwashing of brainwashing of the masses and you know, just turning people into nothing more than a consumer estate. Cuz it's like Tom and I were talking about it's like what we do in the west we can soon. That's what we're here for. We're here to buy, we're here to buy all the shit and you know it live as comfortably as possible and the rest of the world, fucking hate them for it. 00:28:31We don't manufacture shit anymore. No. And other than drugs, it's like that. Well, what drugs do we manufacture here? Other than obviously the one going around now? 00:28:45And really think about it. What is it? A hundred percent of the insulin comes from overseas. There hasn't been an insulin Factory here in the States since with the 90s. Really? I didn't know that. Yeah, that's why, that's why? When all this went down there was a shortage of insulin here in the state because we're being too, we're dependent on another country to an account. Correct me if I'm wrong on that, you want to fucking send me an email. Send me an email about that. Don't send me an email about how your God is real and how I'm wrong and going out cuz I've got another female. 00:29:17That is so not. What I was going to say was, I don't know, you listen to suicideboys but one of their latest songs was let me look it up here. It's I think it's like materialism and means to an end or some shit like that. We see here goes 00:29:34Are there song is materialism as a means to an end yet? And that's so true. Right? Because at the end of the day, 00:29:42I know somebody, I know of somebody who decided to like sell their house and in turn, a school bus into a house and just live on playing me personally. I can't live the minimalist lifestyle, and there's two reasons for that one. I like buying shit to. I work hard to buy shit. You know what I mean? I work every single day and, hey, there's nothing, there's nothing in any sort of book because how you were talking about work were programmed to think of the American dream of some sort of 00:30:16Some sort of attainable thing, when in reality. 00:30:21What is the American dream? What what has that become? What? Live your life in debt? Always and just always be at the, you know, under the foot of some. 00:30:33Some some system know which is essentially what this is, right? Because at the end of the day, 00:30:42It's all it all comes down to you known in the beginning of the Matrix when they opened up that book simulacra and simulation by John. I like to cam bald ruler, but he does know how you say some French philosopher. I don't know how to say it. Did. I never learn how to say. I just know the shit far as I'm concerned is Bold Ruler from now on. 00:31:05What he talks to a simulacra and simulation when we were giving these empty symbols value. 00:31:13At the end of the day. 00:31:16A dollar. What is it? Really symbolize? What MP symbol. If it's a Death Note is what it was originally created to be. It was because we had to have something that made more sense in the barter system because it was great until, you know, put it on a mass scale and you're like well how many coconuts does this cow worth inside? But how do you judge what those coconuts are worth? How long did it take you to grow those in the ultimate? Those, how long does it take to grow and cultivate that cow like? But this gives you more shit in. This is only this thing and it's like it doesn't work on the same level. Hence. The reason we created currency, you know, and I think there's, there's definitely something to be said for what we have done with the Federal Reserve which is you know, all the gold standard gun you want, just continue to make that notes in the 70s that went out with that. But 00:32:08It's you know, who you know, who created the original system of here, take this note and go over there. You can cash it out and go wherever it is. That one wasn't thinking, which is the, you know, going in between we will take your gold key here and we will take it from a cash when we get to the Jerusalem and you will be able to take your money out. And this is a note that says how much money you have because people are getting robbed every fucking time. They were going to the Holy Land, you know, it's like we're more or less, the first security guards. 00:32:40In the way, they say that idea. Sprouted is the is the most ludicrous thing to me that they that it came from when they were worshipping bathroom, have you have that? There's an it an ancient Egyptian Theory or idea that if you have the head of a prophet it can prophesize to and that's what they did. They said that they had the head of John, the Baptist. 00:33:02And that was, that was Baphomet. The one that was because John, the Baptist has always portrayed as like this wild man, right? From the wild. And, and you always have that idea. Like, what did I tell you that? When you post something about the Epic of Gilgamesh, the Wildman enkidu, right? He's like, yeah, this this Bigfoot kind of guy that just Harry and he wants to tame the whatever the other guys there. So many stories Gilgamesh basically sent out a prostitute to tame him and to civilize him because he wanted, you know, his name to be a friend and an ally because he's the only person that ever was like, kind of almost whooped gilgamesh's ask that as the as kind of the story of how we went from being, just a bloodthirsty group of Pinot, tribalistic, pseudo fucking hominid. 00:33:56Are not talk to Hamid pseudo album. 00:34:00Fuck the word for Apes. 00:34:02The scientific work. 00:34:04Whatever you regardless, regardless. 00:34:08The Taming of mankind into civilization is what I was trying to say that as an allegory more for that forces, you know, or maybe the dualistic side of humans where we still have that Primal animalistic rage about us. And, you know, that that hole because of race in the Hedonism kind of go hand in hand. Cuz if you're just living a lifestyle that Ray is going to save your life sometimes because, you know, you you're getting attacked by a leopard. You're going to get attacked by some Beast. It's much bigger than you and you need to tap into that. Like, don't think the fact, you know, and at the same time, on the other hand, you'll just be lounging in a field. When you're not hungry. You're not in danger or just hanging out and things are just coming here by and checking you out and shit. And 00:34:54yeah, it's like they said that that 00:34:58The type of safety in that we are eventually won against the Neanderthals and denisovans, and all these other branches of homo sapiens, I guess because we invented language, we were able to communicate that much more efficiently never be able to that's like being in some Call of Duty Lobby, where everybody's has a mic and they're all talking versus some other Lobby where nobody has them. I don't know what the fuck is going on at the same thing. And essentially we were able to kill them all off and genocide, right? That's that's almost because they talk about monkeys being in like some sort of stone age because they're using tools and all this shit. Do you subscribe to that direct the? So, you know, Darwinism where we came from like this, what do they call it? The 00:35:45Some of the puddle with how they got primordial in Memorial Pool, because that wouldn't make sense. Because if you noticed all animals were bigger back then and then everything got smaller, but then we went from smaller to bigger like that makes no sense. That's why we have the Anunnaki Theory. And you have the, the, the mushroom Terence McKenna's, mushroom Theory, where they Theory have her eating. And I had Tom hatsis on my show and he talked about that theory would make sense except it's placed in the wrong era. Give me some places in like the this other are forever. Forgot what he said, but check out that episode of psychedelia in religion. 00:36:29Where he said take that idea and put in some other era and then that would make sense to the art. Cuz everything always. Let you know that the paintings of the bee man where I was like all this colorful shit. And Dennis McKenna says that, that was what expanded our brain. I like to think of the Anunnaki they came and they genetically altered us, and they made her brain bigger and wear some sort of slave race, which we still are today. And we were used to mine gold for hundreds of thousands of years then. Yeah, for sure did. The ancient alien theory has got to give you a certain. Okay. So here's the biggest thing that I find with the Evolution versus. So, whatever. Creation myth, you want to go with Evolution presents the world as an uncaring unfeeling chaotic organism. It's like it, just whatever happens fucking happens. I've noticed it. A lot of people have a very, very hard time even dealing 00:37:29Because so many people, especially Us in Western Society, whether you're brought up religious or you're brought up with those doting parents, that are like you're special and everything that you do is special and there's a purpose for you and you're going to figure it all out someday. 00:37:43That's going to create a certain psychological. 00:37:47Mindset, you know where you're like, okay, well know, there has to be a point to this. And I know a lot of us do go or are, you know, around our whole lives looking for that point and seeking that point. And I think there's a certain amount of wisdom and comfort and embracing the chaos and being like, man, if there isn't much meaning that anything other than what we put on it, then let's try and put a good meeting on things. Let's try and, you know, do things that are for the betterment of all of us and not be exclusively selfish, like like separating the animalistic from the Divine lack of a better term, the Divine being the okay. I'm not thinking of just myself and my needs in my hierarchy. I'm thinking the other people around me in the long-term Ripple effects of what I'm doing. I think that is what separates us on the most part from animals are on the biggest part. I should say. 00:38:33Anna. 00:38:35That's my biggest beef with us. When I was younger. I was raised in the church, like heavily in the church if you like Baptists and Pentecostals and I fucking hate it. I hated every moment of it. So naturally, what are you? Do you fucking gravitate towards Satanism isn't wearing like a lot of solid points, but then you reach a point in life where you've lived enough and experienced enough that you understand that that level of selfishness. 00:39:00While it is helpful and certain points is ultimately destructive in my opinion. And that's why I tried that and why I think a lot of the few know the clinic ideas in Crowley should run like, no I get that. You're like, I appreciate what he did by taking magic out of the hands of a select group of elite people, because regardless of of flame, and in those highly ritualistic left hand path, magic things, he gave us chaos magic more or less base of being like yourself was a DIY magician. That spent his entire fortune on just decadence. So say what you want. Nobody. Nobody holds this man up to like look at Messiah. This man was so selfless and pure. 00:39:43You getting ripped and getting railed in the desert constantly, but I think there's a certain power in taking the Embrace of the chaos and being like, you know, what, I'm going to attach meetings. This, I'm going to find what I need to find for the purpose of my existence and inform me. It's a, you know, how can I, how can I live in a way that it's, it's harmonious with things and I think that is, that is the wisdom in that side of things versus the religious side of things which is like, no, this is how it is. These are the guidelines that you were here too. And if you don't, you know, some fucking angry. Father figure is going to spank you and say stop it bad. I'll go burn forever. I hate I can't stand it and I think it turns off a lot of people who otherwise would agree with many portions of you know that message. 00:40:31that's what that's what I love about gnosticism because it's almost just that the big fuck you to the to the, the the 00:40:41Not the corporations, but the institutions because that's what, that's what it all is at the end of the day, right? It's all how much control can we have? How can we monetize this? Come up with a new? Probably like, well, that's a great idea. But how can we know the Lizard Lick in their eyeballs and shit, how can we make some money off of it? What's that? What's the evil guy in The Simpsons? What's his name? Mr. Burns Burns. 00:41:08And then you see it. Did you see the real life? When who was it, when Jeff Bezos launched into space on some big dick. 00:41:18But who came up with that design? The like fucking looks good to me. But I feel that you know, that they say that the the Obelisk and Egypt. They're all symbolic for what horses like the dick in the end, the end, the end, the end of womb that they're fucking mother earth. And I feel like that's what these guys are doing. Their, symbolically, all these phallic symbols in a 10, in all these things that they're using their symbolic for other things. That's why I tell people symbols are the language of the soul and what they do, nowadays in the medical tourism, where they use propaganda, to talk to people on a spiritual that what's why? You see so much anger. Will your Democrats will my fucking Republican and fuck you. Because you, you voted for buying a voted for Trump. You, you see that? Cuz it makes their speaking to people on such a mud on a much deeper level and people fall in love with these symbols. 00:42:18And these these politic. They worship these politicians, they worship these these head figures, which is completely wrong. And that's why I love Plato's The Republic. If we could just do what he said in there that we could just 00:42:33Hey, you're going to be a servant, a public servant. You're going to be a public servant, 100% motherfuker. You're not going to have any kids. You're not going to have any land. You're not going to have any money. You're not going to have shit. You're going to be a public servant. In your whole job is going to be to serve society. And that's it. Because they explain to me. How when a president gets out of office. He's instantly worth 1500 million out of nowhere. A motherfuker was making $400,000. A year. Was a Senator before that. 00:43:02Well, I mean you got you know, your your lucrative appearance fees, you get all of your book deals. You get all that shit. You have your, your Presidential Library. Get to do Presidential Library, really curious, what everyone can be coloring books? Probably making the green cat. Nobody draws cats like I do ever seen, you know, so he agreed, I invented I made it out of money. Did you know that in Disney that use a shade of? I think it's a green actually to like block out. They invented their own shade of, I think it's a either green or blue to where you don't notice that it's there, but it's there and they use it for like maintenance buildings and different things that they don't want people to really focus on the paint. Whatever it is. So Dallas storage room or or like this light post or something that they don't want people to really focus on the paint it. And it's almost 00:43:58Like we can't see it because either it's got something to do with with, with, you know, the mentality. Like, you know, Christmas is white and red and all these different cuz that they use for 00:44:10These different things and I got to talk to people. What's the weirdest ship. But again, you dealing with motherfukers that, that can that can transcend dimensions and speak to people on. 00:44:24They can speak to people without saying any word, which is the the the craziest part, right? If you take propaganda you really break it down. 00:44:33And that's all it is really because I say don't defund, the police defund the media because the media has become. 00:44:42The, you know, that the people that what are they called, the judge the Executioner. And when, you know, you know, I'm talking about the, they become all that before anything happens. They just show one angle of it.